Lotta287

I remember the day I left you. Your disbelieving eyes and demanding questions wanting to know why. I couldn't give you a proper reason; I was hurting and needing something I shouldn't, wouldn't have. You caused some of the pain, unintentionally I know, but with the blind emotions of youth I wanted to hurt you and so I fled from you. I think  I chose this because I figured me leaving you wouldn't be such a big deal because we could move on. Those weeks without you were the worst. I know now it was the same for you. Those times I almost called you, almost followed my feet to your door to bed for your forgiveness, but I was too proud and fel